:)

I wonder.
Sometimes are we really smiling?
I always think, believe I am happy.
I always like to draw smileys.
I really do.
Well most times.
Well most of these times.
Maybe back last time there would be times I just draw them for the sake of drawing them.
But I know now I draw them because I do like them.

It's just that...
How many of them should one draw until one realises one is tired and no longer wants to draw them?
Then again this contradicts with the fact that if you are TRULY happy, why would you be tired?
Why, people can be so happy they can smile from ear to ear all day without their cheek muscles getting tired.
So, the question is, the doubt is, whether I'm really happy?
I guess I am, since I am not tired of drawing them yet.
Except, I do think I WILL be tired of them eventually? And it is with this type of thinking that kinda indicates to me that maybe somewhere deep down I AM unhappy?

This is all very confusing.
Though I do hope you understand what I mean. I mean I know what I am talking about. But that is just about it.

Still, today as I was walking home, since the day was cool from the early morning rain, the windows of parked cars on the way had lots of condensed water on it. The sort where you can write stuff on it or draw on it still.
And there I was, drawing smiley faces on almost every single pane. Those I was sure I would not get caught for. :P Hahahahas.
It was quite a test of courage actually, coz I was afraid people would like look out their windows and wonder wth this girl was doing at the cars, like what would happen if they thought I was a car thief??! GOSH!

haahs, but after I leave they'd find a big fat smiley staring back at them :)
Which is actually kinda sweet if you think about it. HAAHS.
I guess you could totally mark my route home, just look for the smileys. Haahs.

Especially the car with the lamppost shining directly over it, the smiley was particularly obvious. Though I do think, by the time when people wake up to see their cars, the smileys'd be gone. :( But oh wells, I hope they will see it anyway and feel happier. HAAHS.

Though it'd be like ghostly? haahs. :)

idk, I think I am a happy girl.
But sometimes I don't know what I feel.
I know it is probably normal. But.
How come I'm so happy and optimistic?
Like most of the time?
Is there something wrong with my wiring?
Or maybe some people might think it's the right wiring?

Well, haahs, I guess it's like I am a completely blissful idiot who like should be totally whacked for complaining about being happy. HAAHS. So maybe you should totally smack me to wake me up and remind me how blessed I am.

Haahs, well anyways, with the recent onset of swine flu, (please pronounce it SU-WHHIINE) my mom says polyclinics and hospitals are on code yellow = all visitors must take temperature.
RAWR.
She told me to stay away from everyone who was sneezing and coughing?
*looks away and acts blur*
opps, I know I think I should stay away from myself. HAHAS. I'm the one sneezing away. >.<

See, there really is a disease for every single animal larh, list as follows:
Chicken, Duck, Bird Category = Bird Flu
Cow (i.e. beef) = Mad Cow Disease
Pig (pork) = Swine Flu
Sheep (mutton) = Scrapie, a brain-wasting disease
Fish, seafood = Lead poisoning (from pollution of seas)

In conclusion, let's just turn vegetarian. but then vegetables also got a lot of pesticides...I guess that leaves being ORGANIC vegetarians.

I remember telling my mom the many different types of diseases associated with every type of meat and stuffs. In my bid to like make fun of her paranoia. Just a while back she was going on about not allowing me to eat beef anymore coz of mad cow disease. I was like -.-"

Well, anyways, my point being, if we're afraid of every single thing, does this mean we should stop eating altogether? I believe it will save our lives more than slowly poisoning ourselves with all the microbes, bacteria and viruses of the world.

It still does not mean because we're afraid of falling into the toilet bowl, we stop peeing altogether right?
It does not mean because we fear losing our lives, we stay cooped up in a house with security and padlocks?
More importantly, we cannot live life like that; because there is no way to avoid all risks and dangers of life and if we try to do it, we will just end up going crazy I think because we can do nothing all day but look out into space, tied up in a bed or smth.
Typing may break your nail!
Swallowing may cause you to choke on your own saliva!
Thinking may just cause you a headache which may lead to a brain tumour anyway, so you might as well just either go and kill yourself right now or like tie yourself into a ball and lock yourself in a well-padded room.
I'm just gna live life on the wild side and take some risks. ;)

RAWR. Good food again today! :D
But, aiya, horrible horrible that I am growing fat. :(
I need to get back on my exercise regime. :(
Kaykay, I think I'm done with this post.

More tomorrow I guess, with more inspiration from around. :)

toodle-dos. :)

:)

I wonder.
Sometimes are we really smiling?
I always think, believe I am happy.
I always like to draw smileys.
I really do.
Well most times.
Well most of these times.
Maybe back last time there would be times I just draw them for the sake of drawing them.
But I know now I draw them because I do like them.

It's just that...
How many of them should one draw until one realises one is tired and no longer wants to draw them?
Then again this contradicts with the fact that if you are TRULY happy, why would you be tired?
Why, people can be so happy they can smile from ear to ear all day without their cheek muscles getting tired.
So, the question is, the doubt is, whether I'm really happy?
I guess I am, since I am not tired of drawing them yet.
Except, I do think I WILL be tired of them eventually? And it is with this type of thinking that kinda indicates to me that maybe somewhere deep down I AM unhappy?

This is all very confusing.
Though I do hope you understand what I mean. I mean I know what I am talking about. But that is just about it.

Still, today as I was walking home, since the day was cool from the early morning rain, the windows of parked cars on the way had lots of condensed water on it. The sort where you can write stuff on it or draw on it still.
And there I was, drawing smiley faces on almost every single pane. Those I was sure I would not get caught for. :P Hahahahas.
It was quite a test of courage actually, coz I was afraid people would like look out their windows and wonder wth this girl was doing at the cars, like what would happen if they thought I was a car thief??! GOSH!

haahs, but after I leave they'd find a big fat smiley staring back at them :)
Which is actually kinda sweet if you think about it. HAAHS.
I guess you could totally mark my route home, just look for the smileys. Haahs.

Especially the car with the lamppost shining directly over it, the smiley was particularly obvious. Though I do think, by the time when people wake up to see their cars, the smileys'd be gone. :( But oh wells, I hope they will see it anyway and feel happier. HAAHS.

Though it'd be like ghostly? haahs. :)

idk, I think I am a happy girl.
But sometimes I don't know what I feel.
I know it is probably normal. But.
How come I'm so happy and optimistic?
Like most of the time?
Is there something wrong with my wiring?
Or maybe some people might think it's the right wiring?

Well, haahs, I guess it's like I am a completely blissful idiot who like should be totally whacked for complaining about being happy. HAAHS. So maybe you should totally smack me to wake me up and remind me how blessed I am.

Haahs, well anyways, with the recent onset of swine flu, (please pronounce it SU-WHHIINE) my mom says polyclinics and hospitals are on code yellow = all visitors must take temperature.
RAWR.
She told me to stay away from everyone who was sneezing and coughing?
*looks away and acts blur*
opps, I know I think I should stay away from myself. HAHAS. I'm the one sneezing away. >.<

See, there really is a disease for every single animal larh, list as follows:
Chicken, Duck, Bird Category = Bird Flu
Cow (i.e. beef) = Mad Cow Disease
Pig (pork) = Swine Flu
Sheep (mutton) = Scrapie, a brain-wasting disease
Fish, seafood = Lead poisoning (from pollution of seas)

In conclusion, let's just turn vegetarian. but then vegetables also got a lot of pesticides...I guess that leaves being ORGANIC vegetarians.

I remember telling my mom the many different types of diseases associated with every type of meat and stuffs. In my bid to like make fun of her paranoia. Just a while back she was going on about not allowing me to eat beef anymore coz of mad cow disease. I was like -.-"

Well, anyways, my point being, if we're afraid of every single thing, does this mean we should stop eating altogether? I believe it will save our lives more than slowly poisoning ourselves with all the microbes, bacteria and viruses of the world.

It still does not mean because we're afraid of falling into the toilet bowl, we stop peeing altogether right?
It does not mean because we fear losing our lives, we stay cooped up in a house with security and padlocks?
More importantly, we cannot live life like that; because there is no way to avoid all risks and dangers of life and if we try to do it, we will just end up going crazy I think because we can do nothing all day but look out into space, tied up in a bed or smth.
Typing may break your nail!
Swallowing may cause you to choke on your own saliva!
Thinking may just cause you a headache which may lead to a brain tumour anyway, so you might as well just either go and kill yourself right now or like tie yourself into a ball and lock yourself in a well-padded room.
I'm just gna live life on the wild side and take some risks. ;)

RAWR. Good food again today! :D
But, aiya, horrible horrible that I am growing fat. :(
I need to get back on my exercise regime. :(
Kaykay, I think I'm done with this post.

More tomorrow I guess, with more inspiration from around. :)

toodle-dos. :)